| Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Thanks SJABNHC:D ++b-cube :) You are your DJ of your own life, in life there is no "replay" or "pause" button;it's either "play" or "stop".You choose the way to play your life, and the music you want to play. FAC Team Selection Day Camp1: it was a rocking business.Being S1 was truly an expereince for me.It was mentally stressing,but fun and encouaging when you know that you are doing it all for the rest ofthe team. I did lots of thinking today after the camp.I thought of all my loved ones,from GOD to B-cube.They all were my mental note to go strong.Thanks Lord,my pillar of everlasting support and B-cube,for not being there physically,but mentally with me. I love you. :D Thanks N2 for not blaming me for the many times that you had to remarch,cox of my disgusting commands,each time I screwed up. Thanks and I really muacks you all :) Thanks squadmates,it's just the beginning.Sorry for having made you all stop when I CMI during PT running. ): Thanks and so very sorry. Thanks trainers for te guidance and how each time I took so long to master a drill,command,etc. I love thou SJABNHC,39'06,40'07,41'08 :D I love thou Jesus I love thou family Ilove thou B-cube. for a better tomorrow,let's all fight:D 10:14 PM
Monday, November 30, 2009
I did not know that that could hurt you so much.I am real sorry,but let's just remain like that.I cannot accept you,for you should know that I am who am I and you are yourself.I don;t wish to changemy mindset for you.You said and wrote that uncivilised word on MSN and I really cannot take it.My expectations are high,especially for myself and the close people around me.Very easily,you can be my friend,but once you say an uncivlised word,then that's it.I make that a rule because I admit that my heart is easily broken.Once you get caught by upper authorities due to saying an uncivilised word,then my heart would break.I feel deeply for others.I am sorry,but of course,we can still be great friends.I promise and God bless. :D BNCOC rocks to the MAX!How can I not love it man?It was totally fun and amazing!I think it was not at all difficult,even the PT I did it and everything was well and wonderful.Whoots:D I love my ALPHA mates from A1-A3,every single one of them.I love pumpings still so much,and circuit pumping was great too!Haiz,I really should do this in vball.Shall discuss it with Nicholas this Friday. :D Volleyball camp was also great,looks and sounds.Did not go cause,it totally clashed with BNCOC.Roar it. But JunWei and Nelson was uber kind to have taken photos of the camp for me.Wonder is it for me to turn green or what?But thanks,though.Shall upload them when I've got the time.Most likely it would be after FAC day camp.But here i've got some photos which was taken during my outing with JunWei yesterday.He was like totally rocking with his own attitude that day,which I will never see during vball outings,camps or trainings.Had fun,lots of it.   
Thanks for the outing:D and you were super funny and a great friend! Although you owned me in bowling,but I beat you in drinking coffee. :) Too bad,we did not take personality photos,maybe next time. JW,you should get the best road geek award,knowing your places by the back of your palm. btw,i did not know that you wear adidas shoes,always thought you hated them. :/ B-cube,I love you lots and we both know it. 5:31 PM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
I believe and trust in thee... I know I can make it.I am willing to sacrifice everything and anything to do it.If I can survive those tormentounous Scouts camp,with 100pumpings/minute late,PT with 6 sets of 25 each time and those juniors who are out to make my life difficult,I managed them all,so why not BNCOC?I know I can,so I will.With God's grace I believe that I can conquer everything from tomorrow onwards.Furthermore,I am doing this with my beloved squadmates,so even the impossibilties will all dissolve into possblities. I know that even if I feel like I am going to break down into million of pieces already,I also know that,long as I think of all the happy moments that I am going to enjoy after breaking camp,then I know that I will have to survive everything just to get to it.That's mindset motivation. [: I also believe that with those people around,for guidance and courage,nothing should be impossible.We are doing all of it together,as a squad from Nan Hua Corps,Zone 7.So I would want to believe that their presence means alot to me. Actually,if you ask,I would tell you that I am 'uber excited about BNCOC,have no particular reason why,just that I know that I would enjoy it to the MAX! Someone told me before that if "You or your friend is paranoid about the friendship,forget about the friendship,but remember that friend." Alright,now I think I am going through this phase,painfully disgusting,difficult decision to be made,but still have to be made.As of today,I announce that I would totally forget about 208'09,everyone of them.Nope,I am not being selfish,forget them simply means that I would still know them,but I would just not remember anything,good or bad that they once had for me.That's most probably the best way for me not to feel sad if I don't manage to go into the same class as them next year. A trust,when it's broken,no matter how many "sorries" are being said,will never bring you back to the original state.When we came down to this earth,we are all given the equal opportunity to prove to the world what we truly are.When we lose respect for any one,or anyone misjudged us,or even when the trust is entirely gone, then there is nothing much that we can do about it,but just wait and hope that that is a passing phase,and everything would go back to normal soon. These are true,straight from my heart: I love all my friends.Best friend,good friend,close friends,enemite friends.Classmates,schoolmates,volleyball mates,fellow scouts,fellow altar servers,fellow advanced-first-aid course trainees,squadmates.They all played important roles in my life,to make it full.Without any of them,I would not be here today,I would not be what am I today. Special thanks: volleyball mates>without you all,then I would not have those better muscles. :D jkjk. :]But it's partially true lorhs. :D Thanks for Prep talks,dear Nick.Woke me up.tyty:D Sam and Natalie!I love both of you,thanks for your messages!!Junwei and Gary..!Muaks for the outings! THE TEAM,I love all of you. :DDD classmates>without you all,I would not wake up from my comfort zone.You all showed me my real life,real self.All that are good,bad,I will cherish.I really have grown up.208'09 and 108'08,I am sorry and loves ya!~ squadmates>You all are my saviour,from the disastrous world!You all showed me how to do things as one.You all are my pillars of strength.Thank you for cheering me on when we are conquering pumpings that will owe,and running next to me when I could not run fast enough to clear the pumpings.Yeah,I am sorry if I caused you all to owe pumpings.And we shall face BNCOC together kays? Love all of you,with my entireheart. :D I am willing to lay down my life for all of my friends. 3:22 PM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Had a 'uber fufilling week. :D 11Nov: Had SJAB parade in the afternoon and thus I took transportation there myself.Was okay.Yeah,CCA is like that,like this,nothing much to say.Should have open house reheresal but the weather was horrible,so it was cancelled.Went there that time,felt like a 80++old lady. ): 12Nov: Volleyball match.First time leading the TEAM for competition.Okay, Nicholas was the one who trained us but I led us for the tournament,sign up,etc. Thanks to Nicholas,we got 3rd. :D 13Nov: Muscle aches. From all the CCA,v-ball,scouts training for the past 2 weeks.Stayed home and sorta slack.Nope,did some AFA revision,and BFA polishing. I love first-aid,especially AFA. :D Wanna pass my BNCOC MOI first-aid so I shall attend AFA lesson today.The teacher is coming over to my house to guide me on Advanced-first-aid. So that I can pass my BFA and AFA. [*_*] 14Nov: Hahaz.BNCOC Theorey Phase 2. Super great man!I enjoyed it thouroughly.I love pumpings and pumping position.Sadist.I want to suvive,but I know with ALPHA 1 and the whole of Alpha,I know I can make it. :DLoves ya!~ Then chiongz to church.Met Davis,whom said he did not recgonise me.LOls.His friend,Bryan,was super coool,man.He was like saying "hi" to me when I was talking to Davis.Then I replied,he said he was sec2,when he was sec1. Nice guy. :D 15Nov:Went shopping for camp-stuffs.Bought things for the squad ++Alpha 1.Just great man!~ I cannot wait for camp,I am practically jumping and waiting for it. :D 16Nov: Had v-ball outing.Nice.We went shopping for new things,like a new volleyball for me and Jun Wei.Mine is softtouch,but seems so hard.Harder than my old one.Haiz,maybe next year than put into use.Nicholas came late,but it was because he got hockey in school.But we still managed to have a whale of a time,with many pictures taken,but few of people,cause,we are volleyballers from The TEAM,and we don;t like having our faces taken when we go outing.Except for Samuel,whom did not go.      So Pro,first try got it le,Natalie!~ My new phone on the right;with Jun Wei's.The keychain is okay looking only.Blame JunWei,he bought it, for me and him.For?Well,we are working together closely for the upcoming v-ball prom nite,so hopefully this will unite us :D He said so.  This heart shape was done at night when we were at JunWei's house. So cool  right?
Ipod touch>mine and Nicholas's.His is the pink one.Really. ;O
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ironlady They are the people who address me as Felicia Celestina Lee Shirui. Living my life as a Roman Catholic, my love for God will never cease. My faith in HIM increases day by day,but more on the 23rd day of June every year. I am crazily in love with SJABNHC, thus 41’08 stands a place in my heart. Volleyball to me is as important as air, water and food, for I cannot live without them. Love is always there when you need it. feliciale3@hotmail.com her iron-ed life My life is one that evolves round the world.It's a human dynamite,might explode anytime,cause God can bring me away at anytime he likes.My life is like a rollar-coaster ride,has it's ups and downs but I survive them all.I look forward to SJAB every wednesday and v-ball every friday.It's only friendship that I am willing to change for,and my true love for God.I want to fly and I want to know how. LoVeS yA: @SJABNHC @Audi S-classes @English Language @Best friend,Good friend,Close friends,Enemite friends. Hold on tight and show yourself what you can do;be believed Wanted-materialistic! Wanted-non-materialistic! Exits °Tay Min °Wan Ling °Jerlene °Qin Nan °Trixie °Lim Hui °WanPing °Tiange °Doreen °Priscilla °Anqi °Zi Xuan °Qian Ling °Jia Ying °Julius William °Grace °Joanne °Veronica °Noreen Talk Post-script Remember that life is full of everything.You cannot choose your life but you can choose the way you want to live it. Count your steps |
