tell me why do i still keep in memory....

1) how you joked and "threatened" to poke at my weakest spot or rather person

2) how you gave me that little thing so special

3) how you specially lied for so long about your favteam 

4) how you told me such a huge news while am aint in civilisation

5) how you purposefully stuck so close to him on 18april,when you know/

6) how you even noticed "i was slacking/bored/doing nothing/standing there" even though you were with a bunch

7) how you told me stories about yourself and your life

8) how you appeared shocked when i did something outta the blue but you didnt mind

9_andand how you made all these memories plus more so long-lasting (although hurtful right now)