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2012-02-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

2012-02-01T19:54:00.000+08:00

so the change ought to have begun.

found yet another reason. this time around shall strike while the iron is still hot,and that is,now.

before the flame dies down and re-ignition will need another new spark;which in turn might just take more patience to achieve and wait.

clear up the mess;and seriously,move on. :)

2012-01-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

can't believe am in the same school as you. oh well. will history repeat itself again is still a story kept in suspense.

as much as i pray it won't,somehow just gotta believe that what man proposes,god somehow disposes.

blessing in disguise.,maybe.

(:

but hey 4 years ago,we were a different story. 4 years on,how will it be different? :D

2012-01-31T22:51:00.002+08:00

How true is it that,when some things no longer matter,we no longer mind.Sometimes it's really not about how one can change a situation he is in,but how he can make use of the situation,be it good or bad to his advantage. To many,he might be deceiving himself,he might be trying to cover up his loss,but to him;it might not be all a bad thing,and that's what he call and addresses it as "making the best out of every circumstances".

Oh well,it really depends on how things are being viewed from different perspectives,it takes a right mindset to get things moving,but it takes a greater push and higher discipline to set things off to a good start.

and the only difference is,how you view success.

and how we learn to no longer mind what doesn't matter right from the start.

2012-01-31T00:24:00.000+08:00

Truth is,how I really wish I had not met you today.But the fact that nothing overwhelmed me really amazes everything else. ok, but I can't deny that it still hurts that little bit.yes,just that a little bit.~~oh why did we stopped to exchange a few words?~~thanks to your friend,it alleviated the level of awkwardness by really quite a bit.~~well at least I didn't had to talk to you without words/~~you get it,don't you?
seeing you walk away,spatting me with the taste of my own medicine,I think it hurts for you as well.
an unspoken goodbye which should be left unsaid,unheard.trust that the smile was real,for once and for the last time that we would ever meet.
and oh so my bud asked me if the happening between us was due to awkwardness,what could I have managed better except for a laugh and a shrug,plus a tilt-headed "no"?
and to top things off,the great change that you finally have carried out.thank goodness for that.
and now I need not be bothered with that part of my memory yeah? right move that you have indeed made.
and thanks for not telling me. it's perhaps the best choice you have ever made for me.
oh right...there seems to be "the you have let go,and moved on" destiny going on for you. so head there and goodluck. that's all I can utter,even on the keyboard.

alright,so now I hope you stay and be happy there.I know you will.mark my words,we might meet again one day;just like how tomorrow/today will bring me another flood of old yet missing so much memories.

能认识你是我的荣幸，谢谢你所给我那么美丽的时光，感谢你所教我的每个人生理念。

2012-01-30T01:19:00.000+08:00

Until something is proven otherwise,also believe what you have already believed in at the start.

Be it fairytales or an out-of-the-world story,we don't just give up that glimmer of hope. Do we?

2012-01-28T19:51:00.001+08:00

2012-01-25T23:54:00.002+08:00

Looking beyond the imperfections,I finally found you. I decided that fooling around ain't going to bring me anywhere,you too.

Those little imperfections pieces themselves together to make everything so perfect actually,the picture seems complete right now,and the heart is once again filled with small unspoken tokens of love,and the tiny bits of heartbeats so fast and so full.

2012-01-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

She thought she was strong,strong enough to brave through the darkest times and walk through the deepest storms.Yes,indeed she was. She masked her feelings all through them,making all else believe that she had everything in a stride,but truth is,she never had a chance to let it known to them,let them know she ain't the Superwoman everyone else thought she was.

She hated to make herself believe in her own antics,but there was no other way out of this façade.

She hated how she had to lie right through her teeth,and at the same time getting hurt once and again.

She hated the way she lived her life,but nothing could be done to it.

Change is inevitable to most,and "most" just don't seem to include her.

She wants the day,where she pluck up her courage and finally walk away,

into the brightest light that could blind anyone's eye.

at least then,she would have the freedom she once used to have,she once used to glorify.

2012-01-24T13:04:00.000+08:00

2012-01-19T02:00:00.000+08:00

tell me why do i still keep in memory....

~~1) how you joked and "threatened" to poke at my weakest spot or rather person~~

~~2) how you gave me that little thing so special~~

~~3) how you specially lied for so long about your favteam~~

~~4) how you told me such a huge news while am aint in civilisation~~

~~5) how you purposefully stuck so close to him on 18april,when you know/~~

~~6) how you even noticed "i was slacking/bored/doing nothing/standing there" even though you were with a bunch~~

~~7) how you told me stories about yourself and your life~~

~~8) how you appeared shocked when i did something outta the blue but you didnt mind~~

~~9_andand how you made all these memories plus more so long-lasting (although hurtful right now)~~

2012-01-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

We fell in love in a hopeless place.

In Bali with Nicholas,Natalie and Samuel for this week,soul-searching and the slow-paced life are the things we are aiming at for now. (:

Heading back most likely on Friday morning,once we're done with sightseeing. (as of now,all are well)

If not it will be in the wee hours of Saturday,whatever it is Samuel just need to get back to SG for tuanyuanfan with his distant relatives (i heard it would be his father's cousin) on Sat's night.and me got to head over to my really far-blood-related relatives as well during the night.

~~the beach brings back so many memories.~~

~~and what makes everything worse is that you aint gonna understand how i feel anymore,~~

~~for we are no longer talking and it just dawned upon me that the last time we exchanged words speech was nearly 2 months back.~~

~~am gonna treat this place as a retreat; lemme forget and let go finally once am back to the bustling city/~~

just so you know,if only 18april could happen again

2012-01-15T13:16:00.001+08:00

2012-01-14T12:47:00.000+08:00

2012-01-13T00:19:00.000+08:00

Keep on fighting.The fight once started,is definitely most worthy to carry on till the very end.

Whoever loses halfway through the battle is in fact already half a winner.

Whoever gives up halfway through the battle is the real loser of the game.

Victory is sweet,but the road to it is filled with mud,stones,glass shards and everything else that one could think of.

Don't mind Roses with Thorns;be happy that Thorns have got Roses :D

2012-01-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

I forged along the road,trying to make sense of my final decision. His question crushed onto me.Sounds skeptical,and doubtful. I agreed,flesh is strong enough I suppose and heart is definitely willing.More than willing actually.I have been influenced a tad too much,since 2009.She was the one who made the difference in my life,

she was the one who taught me "Mind over Body",she was the one who never failed to make me feel the happiness to serve,and to give my best shot in everything I did. Although we are from differing places,I guess I could safely say I feel at ease,totally,with her.

Nope,not that the "back to base" feeling can't be felt at home,it's just the overall in-explainable oomph I get. Truth is,back at home,the air of ingratitude is way too strong.plus not to mention how colored lenses are a common sight.

Well,I managed to gather up the courage to give this one last shot.Perhaps I might just have a better view finally.But from there,let's say with expectations come disappointments. Better not expect too much from home.Hurt once,bitten twice,grown up thrice.

Of course,home is still where the heart eventually is. I would still offer the best support that my humanity would give as certain better memories still linger on back at home.Attachment is there,to state a fair piece,I must say towards them as a whole,am still gonna not give up my heart on it.But towards certain areas,please am sorry to mention but temptation to go another way is greater than to stay on.blame the inhumanity I experienced especially in my last 3 months.too hurtful.

Alas,But in fact,this decision,am pretty sure I won't regret it,no matter how tough the journey would be or how tiring the entire commitment awaits.

2012-01-07T21:49:00.000+08:00

Never have I thought that such an immense feeling will descend upon me,till I went back today.

How I thought I would feel nothing at all as I pictured myself back then,all gone wrong.

2012-01-05T22:52:00.001+08:00

2012-01-05T22:30:00.001+08:00

With the blood surging through the veins,

there's no more room for regret.

Go ahead,and this is perhaps a difference to be made.

2012-01-03T01:30:00.000+08:00

I was told to stand tall and fight like I would have

2012-01-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

true intentions will be revealed one day.that i shall just rest my case and live on like i would.that's what i thank you for yo.

but really,no amount of explanation will beat what one sees for him or herself.

"fall for actions;not for words"

2012-01-02T22:09:00.002+08:00

2012-01-02T01:00:00.000+08:00

2012-01-01T11:37:00.000+08:00

Thanks but I am not going to try anymore. Let the null remains naught.

Intentions are somehow ain't treated right.

2012-01-01T11:31:00.000+08:00

2011-12-31T17:53:00.003+08:00

(quote has nothing on you;just the "frank")

Eh,

To:You who is looking for Frank :D

anyway,nope nope nope. (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR YO!

:D
ps:really,you made my 2011 really awesome (:

2011-12-31T17:50:00.001+08:00

Aint the girl to cry for.

aint the boy to live for.

aint the same anymore

aint who you seem so.

aint anything at all.

aint perfect like the first

aint going to be as poor as the last.

For everytime we shed and bled,there's bound to be something left behind.cos it's either we brace up or crumble.But trust me and trust yourself,ultimately, it's often the former,for the latter is left to those who refuse to bounce back even if given the chance.

2011-12-31T04:30:00.000+08:00

2011-12-30T21:02:00.001+08:00

perhaps i should be glad at least i know my faults.

perhaps i should be happy that we still talk.

perhaps i just want more,outta something that is beyond my reach.

perhaps i should grow out of my shell,and learn from you.

truth is,why didn't i.

you meant well,

for you're a friend,.

teach me to close my eyes and open my heart

2011-12-30T20:55:00.000+08:00

Picture perfect memories ~~scattered~~ shattered all around the floor.

Nothing to say,no words to mutter.Just a soft spoken heartache that will never be the same again.

No scar ever heals completely,and the worst thing is,a scar will always remain a scar.

If that's what it's meant to be,then seriously I have nothing much to say anymore,but perhaps I sent the totally off message to you,but then again,at the end of the day,what I really want you to know is that,

if you can't believe my story,and you make believe it's a pack of lies,then nope guiltiness will not creep unto me.ever again.

Of course it's like a stab into your previous wound,this. And,the only difference now is that, maybe now all would be made fine again--what doesn't break you makes you stronger--or the pain will be numbed and--same sentence refer first--.

I don't ever wanna kick it twice. you know how much i really value things that i deem important.

2011-12-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

2011-12-29T01:30:00.000+08:00

2011-12-28T22:21:00.001+08:00

More than just one in fact. :D

2011-12-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

I never thought it would hurt that bad,I even thought that I had already gotten over the passing phase,

but it seems like it's back to haunt me again.

All over. The dreams didn't help at all,instead it made me linger on even further.

Tell me if I should just let it go once and for all.Alright,no need to tell me,for I know the politically right answer will be the one that is most beneficial.

2011-12-26T00:23:00.000+08:00

Post Charity Work Part 1

and so we finally completed the first part of our Charity Work,and that is the gifts for Christmas.Met the beneficiaries this afternoon till around 6pm,chatted with them and had loads of fun interacting with both the young and the younger.

Had a small Christmas Celebration with them and presentation of their gifts was really very touching.

due to their stringent rules,no photos were allowed to be taken.so no touching moments could be captured. ):

Headed out with Team Gustology for Christmas Dinner afterwards (first year without family)

What I boughtWhat I got in return

Gift Xchange with Team. Bought the Mont Blanc Pen Gift set for the Xchange and got the bag above in return. The lucky draw was really weird,since we had no paper for the numbers,we used some app on Sam's phone and did the draw.

Gary: Bought $100 Swensens' Vouchers,Samuel got it.
Samuel: Bought iTouch,Natalie got it.
Natalie: Bought BEADS Earphones,Nicholas got it.
Nicholas: Bought Handbag,I got it
I: Bought Mont Blanc Pen,Gary got it. (:

Running low on cash,but hey it's the goodwill. (:

Tomo's buffet (: gotta head to bed.

2011-12-24T00:04:00.000+08:00

Thank you Derrick for this early Christmas gift (: Received it by Speedpost when I returned home from Charity just now.

Not going to express my feelings towards the Charity work because it's really exhausting and mind boggling.

Don't want it to be over,but hope it will end soon.

gosh the contemplation over everything.

and not to mention the contradictory acts as well.

and so now I owe him a Christmas Gift too. shall go gifts hunting tomorrow after CW. kinda looking forward to Christmas as I'll meet the beneficiaries for the first time ^^

2011-12-21T07:30:00.000+08:00

2011-12-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

Typing furiously away as my father drives home. Data Entry work and compilation of all their gifts wishes are taking up loads of the volunteers' time. been working hard on these 250 copies since the afternoon,and only breaking during my train ride home from Orchard and dinner just now. 85 more to go but they still seem never ending. Hopefully they can be printed out successfully tomorrow noon and by lunch we can head out for the main aim of this charity project.

gosh going to find a way to sleep once I get home.waking up at 0230 to head over to the airport sending my family off to Brisbane. after which prolly another 3 hours siesta and charity work starts again.

aint complaining though,at least I've got something to occupy myself with.(:

But truth is,

no plans for this Saturday seems like a waste. thought that I could meet up with CA but hmm what man proposes,God disposes.

Ok am going to settle those 80 more copies.

actually I think i've found a shortcut....

2011-12-20T19:06:00.000+08:00

First day of charity work. Quite tiring,with all the admin work and sorting through of the less fortunate files

plus putting together all their wish lists,and not forgetting coming up with plans as to how are we going to maximise our 5 days before Christmas officially rolls in.

Picture above taken while I was flipping through today's routine and preparing tomorrow's for my group.View is amazing,isn't it? As I type,messages keep coming in on my phone and replying them seem to be a bore right now,because the explanation of the standard plans are way too organised and yeah standardized.

Dinner outing with family in less than 10 minutes(once my mother is done with closing all the windows and wearing her shoe),Australia is welcoming them with open arms tomorrow. and their flight is 6am in the morning,which essentially mean, (time check now,1900 hours) 3 of them would have to tank the whole night.

Ok,gotta head out and be back by 10pm hopefully,fingers crossed.and then we would be able to nap for say 4 hours before Samuel drive us to the airport.

Special thanks Sam! his 6 seater car to squeeze in Keith(his University mate),my parents,bro and I. Just right.

Oh and how small Singapore is, Keith is taking the same flight as my parents too.call it coincidence at work :D

2011-12-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

Having owed him a "day of fun-filled activities",Derrick and I headed out today marking the end of the debt that I apparently owed him.hmm. This day out is in fact the last outing with a friend before the official start of my 3 weeks worth of charity work. And apart from the weekends,I'll be deemed as a busy human for the next 21 days or so.

Had a tiring Sunday the day before,so making this 'outing' so much less enjoyable as I had planned for it to be.But nonetheless,we had our share of fun and laughter.

even went over to his place to skim over some Junior College materials.

Jogging at 8am in the morning. :D

Breakfast. and so now I realize that for the muscles,15 percent of our body weight has got to be fats first. ;O

Delifrance Lunch

(reminds me of Domani siol)

Poured over one whole pile of notes at his place after lunch and played Kinect. Had a workout,kinda fun.

To mention,He has got himself a HOLGA! Wanted one badly some point in the last 3 months,but now my passion for it has died down by quite a lot,for I have discovered my love for thou DSLR.so yupp.

Upon his father's return home,he actually announced that he would be bringing Derrick to the yacht and invited me along. just as well actually,for apart from dinner I had really no other plans about making the day interesting. umm.

Sun set,depicting the end of Derrick's and my visit because his father will be hosting his clients at on the yacht later in the evening.

Took taxi back to the heartland and throughout the ride,our exchanges were mainly about the holidays so far.

(someone working at his dad's company heh)

Swensens Dinner

charitywork officially begins at 8am tomorrow.and the journey continues till 6 january.

parents and bro leaving for Australia on 21 December.

having family dinner tomorrow. :D

SSOC Camp Phase Day 2

2011-12-17T22:00:00.000+08:00

So,I embarked on my Day 2's journey today.And it was really amazing,I must emphasize. The instructors are indeed cool in their unique way,and I heard from Delphina who went for Phase 2's Day 2 first half of the day,the things taught today was way better,and the trainers are really much more enthusiastic that Phases 1's and 2's. So should keep hopes up and hope tomorrow will be just as well? Although rumour has it that Day 3's activities are boring and surprise tests keep coming.

Didn't expect so many course mates in Phase 3 actually,thought that they would have completed the Course in Phase 1 and probably go on a holiday. but gee,I was wrong. Saw at least 5 familiar faces that I saw during Phase 1. ;O

Still new grouping though.

My Group's Flag. Ok not "group" "Venture" to be exact.

Booked in at 8am.Booked out at 9pm. Fulfilling day with intense activities.

Tomorrow Day3. Book in 9am.Book out 9pm.

2011-12-17T21:57:00.000+08:00

Oh,and how I wish that every camp that I have been to over the last 4 years would be as memorable as today's. Ok, actually last November's was real good too,and not to mention all the other camps,but somehow Scouts camp this time taught me loads of things that life seems to be giving. Perhaps really mind intriguing.

To make a correction to my above first sentence,all camps are actually fun and memorable plus unique in their own way,just to make sense. :/

Shall not elaborate as much here,as I'll do up a second post on today later on,perhaps after a warm glass of milk.

(getting melodramatic here eh)

all typos found here shall be mainly the life lessons i've learnt during the camp phase (:

Karen Mok - Ru Guo Mei You Ni

2011-12-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

One day,I'll flip the history pages.

2011-12-16T22:03:00.001+08:00

Charity Trial cum Dinner with Derrick

2011-12-15T21:58:00.001+08:00

So,I have decided to take up my mom's offer of Charity work instead of heading to Australia with them,leaving my brother his much coveted chance of having a trip to Melbourne. Oh well,going to the same country 3 times is likely to be not much of a oomph I suppose. But hey Charity work ain't too bad either.

Went for the trial run today,met loads of fellow volunteers,and although the age-gap between all of us is huge (12-54),we had almost no trouble finding a common topic to talk about at all.

Ice-breaking between the volunteers were done today as well,making the 9am-5pm really a joy that I have not expected/

Had dinner with Derrick after which,oh and did I mention that I forgot to plan a make-up birthday lunch and dinner with him after Os,and right now I owe him a day filled with fun activities. or so he 'demands' it to be,hmm.

our first ice-breakerWent to the library with the volunteers,and as usual,at the end of the year..Well-wishes.What's yours? :D

Lunch with fellow Volunteers.

Praises for the entire volunteering system.Will enjoy my 3 weeks there till New Year. :)

Dinner with Derrick.

Signature Dish

Chatted with him throughout dinner,and realized that his goals have not changed at all since the last time we met up. Really am glad to have a friend like him (: (of course,i do have other good friends around as well,just that,let's just say they are all busy with their own lives now,and i shan't bother them.Will do once they are back *hinting in progress*)

Shall return the "fun-filled" day that I owe him on a Saturday. cos charitywork is taking up my weekdays. hm.

2011-12-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

It's prolly almost as good as betting on a life bet that you will never win.

Headed over to Simon's place today to complete the module that would be due on 22 December. Real glad he called me yesterday to remind me bout' it,cause I really have forgotten all about the module.Too caught up with happenings for the last few days.

So the module actually needed us to come up with a 5 page long proposal for "a potential candidate of SSOC 2012",which is literally trying to let us sell the Course for them,but of course,no qualms about doing that ^^

Started working on the theory part in the morning while he started out on the drawings and designing.

Had BBQ for lunch (around 2pm since we were both too concentrated on the module)

but frankly,the food didn't turn out as good as we thought they would be.

Completed module at around 5,and with the satisfactory product in hand,we decided to go out for a good dinner.'

Going for the Camp Phase 3 (our last chance to complete the entire camp phase) this weekend,really looking forward to it.and please,may the activities not be too surprising. (: gonna complete the Course a better person,much better than before,and graduate come 30 December.

Step-up tentative on 8 January,day before results release.hmm. perhaps they may push it to the following Sunday. (?) Oh well.

2011-12-14T00:42:00.001+08:00

and so I sat there wondering why you went away without any spoken sound.

then I realize that some things,when they are not meant to be,they will never be.

Force won't bring to people magically together,nor will it tear two apart.

it depends on how we maneuver each situation out of its worst position.

of course,if two row a boat in the opposite direction,

the boat would eventually either stay at its original spot or move in the direction of the stronger steer.

The former and latter both have its qualms.

former being,nothing will go further in that relationship;

latter being,one party is bound to get hurt,feelings displaced.

so I prolly can guess that thats what is happening between us right now?

2011-12-12T22:58:00.001+08:00

Nope,I really didn't forget our pact.

The trust we made 2 years back still remain strong as concrete this day in my heart.I am just waiting for the golden chance to tell you that am still believing in that.

Although am no longer the girl who awaits miracles just by sitting under a raintree,

I still edge at every little hope that lingers around that you would not have forgotten our pact 2 years back.

soon it will be 3 years. and I hope by then,I don't need to continue counting,cos you will be beside me again,telling me everything is fine.

2011-12-12T09:40:00.001+08:00

"A quote seems to speak

a hundred truths,

unveil a thousand masked feelings,

and open millions of bottled emotions.

That's why they last more

than just a century"

beamandotherightthing.

And I still carry that glimmer of hope

2011-12-12T09:31:00.001+08:00

I still carry that glimmer of hope that one day,be it fine or not,that we will be friends again.Or at least step onto the path of being that. I know we ain't enemies right now but we aren't on perfect talking terms either. To put it short,all seems awkward. But you know something,I really miss you,miss the times we had chatting,joking and making each other speechless. And yet by far the most memorable ones are the project times that we once had. Those are impossible now,but the shot again at such a wonderful friendship is possible right?

So,tell me what happened between us?

But I know you haven't yet forgotten,like me.

2011-12-10T23:40:00.001+08:00

TEAM GUSTOLOGY (:

2011-12-10T13:59:00.001+08:00

He took her for granted and so she left.

She didn't leave in a huff,

but rather after some late night weeping,

and soul crushing.

He thought she was joking

and believe she will come running back like before.

But he was all wrong,

her mind is all set and nothing would change it.

She dedicated ten whole years of her life to this one guy,

who treated her like dirt and dust.

Without any complains,she toiled for him

For his own success

she was indeed the woman behind the man.

2011-12-09T00:33:00.001+08:00

Actually what really hurts the most is not losing you,for you were never mine to begin with. What hurts is in fact,not knowing what is.

Trust that in yourself my friend.(S)

There are things that memory will never fail

2011-12-07T18:39:00.001+08:00

Believe in something long enough and you will soon believe that it's actually true when it isn't.
We can either be sorrowful that roses have thorns, or rejoice that thorns have roses.
It really is how we view things in life and not about what's life is offering us.

2011-12-07T12:31:00.000+08:00

2011-12-06T12:31:00.000+08:00

2011-12-04T12:31:00.001+08:00

2011-12-04T12:18:00.001+08:00

"Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated,are dating,or haven't dated at all. It is not about who you have kissed,what sport you play,or which guy or girl likes you. It is not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact,it's not about grades,money,clothes or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends,or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that.

But life is about who you love and who you hurt.It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust,happiness and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy,overcoming ignorance and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean.It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all,it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise.These choices are what life's about"

Adam Fendelman

Upon reading the above,it hit me directly.It hit me so hard,that I woke up from the thoughts that I used to harbour. It seems that this is a divine intervention to tell me where to look for the things that am searching for.

A difference has to be made some way or another,if I really want to live life to the fullest.

2011-12-04T11:46:00.001+08:00

2011-12-04T00:42:00.001+08:00

and this I promise you.you know who you are.but promises are airless words,don't worry i will try to prove it with my actions one day.

and am still sorry for letting you down,for not helping.I really didn't mean to.

and no,no need to keep me in your life forever,

just know that long as am still in your life,

i will do what A FRIEND will do.

2011-12-03T23:44:00.001+08:00

I would really want to say it out loud that it's all going to be over soon. But that will most prolly be a lie out loud,really known as something to convince the unsuspecting that everything is really going to go well very soon.

"Soon" is really not a word to be used gamely and have to be said with the utmost care taken.Not that it's hard to believe for some real cases,but really,it's being used too frequently that we often forget the true use of it. How sure can you be that something will happen "soon enough"? That's like a mask to all your problems that deep down inside,you jolly well know that it will never go away. Hence,my speech should be deterred usage of "soon" till I am really sure of what it is really about.

2011-12-02T17:18:00.000+08:00

He doesn't fear rejection,only condemnation.

He doesn't mind being forgotten,only being remembered when needed.

He doesn't need a girlfriend,only a willing listener.

He doesn't need to be smart,only mentally sane.

He doesn't need comments,only wants people to watch.

He isn't the usual friend you would find,but he ain't a gem either.

He isn't the best-looker,but he ain't complaining.

He isn't a cool joker,but he ain't imposing.

He isn't a rich man's son,but he ain't making a fuss out of being poor.

The best thing in him is that,he knows who he is,he won't act,he won't cry.

He is just out here,trying to live his shortest time on Earth to the fullest.

So,why must we.

Condemn?

HTC Chacha

2011-12-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

Went to the Nature Park for Day1 of SSOC Camp Phase today. And we were actually asked to bring along our own cameras to capture our sightings. Headed out with my Group JengaVen (Jenga Ventures) and we went to take quite a number of photographs which I felt was real good.

Alright,so here's abit about the camp first.

Booked in at 0630 hours/first day/really odd hour/first time booking in so early/was not tired,excited max.

Morning book-in was one of the fastest out of all the camps (SJAB/Scouts/Volleyball) that I have been to.Perhaps it has something got to do with our maturity or the small number of trainees for this camp (80).

We were grouped according to how we would graduate and luckily, I was placed into the same Venture as Simon. Good guy to be with. Amazing First Aid skills/chatting skills/humour.Literally nothing to be afraid of when with him. for you won't die of injuries/boredom. Rest of Venture consisted of 4 others that I have already known and 3 others that were new friends-turned old now (:

and our group's the only one with 9 humans. wonder why they refuse to give one of Henea's one other member to us.

cos that group is "special assisted"according to Simon.hm.

Headed out on our "nature trip" at 0830 hours (without any briefing,for we were just asked to get some pictures for "future productive use") at this point,may I add that they are most likely going to ask us to use them for the final project before our graduation. but time given to hone my photography skills.why not?

thanks Jacob for helping me take this.(nope I wasn't afraid,just tying my shoelaces and he so didn't wanna miss this lizard.haha)

Okay,don't laugh at my skills. not that good yet.still experimenting with thou DSLR.more photos were taken but am afraid of confidentiality so yupp.

Had loads of fun walking through the nature reserve with them,talking like we have known one another for ages,and discussing what's the first project we will pull off after we receive our rank,and how are we going to celebrate the Official Day when we step up on 04 January next year.

Went back at 1400 hours to get out much coveted lunch.

followed by talks/short courses/interaction

and after which,we found out that the Nature Park walk was actually an ice-breaking session (which I think really worked for our group) (Y)

Talks and lessons were dry as you could imagine them to be,but they were somehow mind-engaging. so payback,

we were "brainwashed" on

"How to make your parents agree with you" The least interesting talk actually.
"Why isn't juniors acting like they should" Instructor blew a balloon and asked us one by one to poke at it using a needle.Whoever burst it was asked to do pumpings. But loads of meaning behind it that I shall not explain.
"How to deal with juniors climbing all over you" Quite interactive because of the software he used to replace the oh-so-boring powerpoint slides
Life after Scouting Some senior scout came and talked to us bout his life after scouting.very very interesting.
Electrical course Like how I survived SJAB's 3 years back,I survived this too.
Fire drills Finally something that involved movement

After the afternoon,we had a surprise campfire. yes you read that right,a campfire on the first night of camp.

cool or what? But I bet there was some reason behind that again. hm this camp feels as though it is full of motives. but that's what a Senior Venture should go through I suppose. :D

2011-11-30T04:30:00.000+08:00

Give me some time,and I'll prove to you your sane rejection won't leave me down for too long.

I will let you see that it has in fact shook me awake,and now,

am more willing to stand taller than before,overcoming the hurt better than ever.

You have taught me well,

so we shall end it off on this good note.

No hard feelings,just memories,once shared.

Senior Scouts Course

2011-11-29T23:52:00.001+08:00

Completed whole of theory phase successfully. 30 hours clocked.

Looking forward to camp phase,although based on my schedule now, I will only be able to make it on Thursday for the first day of camp phase. and I will have to clock the rest of the hours at around the end of December,due to internships that I might need to attend.

Promotion will thus be pushed back for me,which I doubt is going to be good and kind deed.But oh well,

I take some,I lose some.

Entire Venture should graduate and get promoted by end of January 2012 though. But the cool thing is,I still get to join my group when it comes to doing theory projects and assignments,so I guess I won't lag too much behind,cept for the 36 hours of camp phase,if I really happen to miss Friday's and Saturday's.

As I type this,I have a hunch that I might just miss this entire first camp phase.We shall see how everything goes tomorrow. Oh jobs internships.

Chatted with Simon over the phone the moment I returned from JB today and he told me he wouldn't mind following me for the third camp phase,since he wants to commit to other things as well.But I rejected his offer as I didn't want him to drag his promotion cos of me. Someone has to take over the next junior batch,if not me,of course it has to be him alright!

SSOC is not as smooth sailing as I thought it would be. But somehow,things will work out some way or another.

Keep the flame burning

2011-11-29T23:44:00.001+08:00

I can't promise you that I can love you better than your parents,

but I can promise you that I will love you with the best of my heart. I can't promise that I will protect you from all the evil works of the world,but I can promise you I won't leave you in the ditch. I can't promise that you will always want me be by your side,but I can promise that I won't take flight the moment you meet with problems.
I can't promise that I can be the most fun friend that you can make,but I can promise that times with me will never be dull. I can't promise that life will be a breeze for both of us,but I can promise that we will solve through problems together.
And on top of all those, I can promise that I will keep those promises. But I need your little help,by accepting me as your friend,and be willing to accept this best gift of friendship from me to you.

2011-11-28T00:00:00.001+08:00

Give me a break.

Stop hounding me here in my head.

I need out of sight out of mind to work exactly for me right now.

Then I can survive through this facade.

Charis3mati0

You know you know.and I know you know.

2011-11-27T20:43:00.001+08:00

HAHAH. ;)

2011-11-26T14:39:00.001+08:00

But Life still eventually needs to go on.With or without that person,you are still you. You still need to pick yourself up and head on to the forthcoming journey ahead of you. Time will heal the pain in the end,but it's You alone who can make the healing process smoother and faster.

2011-11-25T01:43:00.001+08:00

~~Somehow things will work out if both parties want them to.~~

~~But if they eventually do not,then they are not meant to be.~~

~~The efforts placed in will then be futile.~~

~~But at least,tries and hard work were once placed in.~~

~~Isn't that what values the most?~~

Malaysia Volleyball Friendly :D

2011-11-25T00:50:00.001+08:00

24 November 2011

Headed over to Malaysia with another 2 SG Teams to have Volleyball Friendly with the 5 teams over there and it was really a great,fantastic and one-of-its-kind experience. Would have given up anything for it to happen again. But oh well,it was indeed a tiring day,judging by how I was literally pushing myself through after the match.We came in 3rd in the end,but since it was just a Friendly,not so much of a prize yeah,but it was the experience ^^

Currently at Puteri Pan Pacific Hotel,using the free laptop/wi-fi service that they provide.(not a bad room service actually) Samuel's already knocked out in his room,supposedly to be shared with Nick,leaving Nicholas,Natalie and Gary playing Poker here in me and Nat's room. Shall prolly go over to sleep at Gary's Single room if they wanna ton the whole night.Which I really think they will.hmm..

The rooms are quite of a standard yeah.Pics below are of the room shared between me and Nat.

Trial Run started at 10am,which was less than an hour after we finally reached JB.(yeah we set off late).Lunch was served at noon,to allow time for digestion. Tournament commenced at around 1330 and ended two and a half hours later,due to the unforeseen rain. Managed to keep hopes high till we checked in into the hotel,where the 5 of us just laid down on the King-sized bed,well,not to sleep,but rather to rest our lethargic bodies,especially arms. The ball they used was somehow harder beyond reasonable doubt.

And soon we were getting ready for dinner with the fellow friendly competitors at a rather famous restaurant.Not intending to waste the evening afterwards,shopping followed,despite our already dog-tired bodies.

And yes,I missed the juicy looking prawns.

I got this at just RM86. Quite cheap I suppose,since the material is like hard leather and it's useable too (as a first aid kit,which I lack back at home)

Samuel got this. He said it would fit well into his car boot to store those car care accessories.

Quite fascinated by these kind of shoes.First pair.

And I think they ought to head to bed soon.(but they aren't)Going offline,shut this not-too-bad laptop down.Thanks Puteri (:

Heading back to SG tomorrow/today/later before noon.

and did i mention before?

ilovemyteamgustology <3 They keep my mind really off other things.

especially heartaches that are inevitable around this time of the year.oh well.I guess and believe next year I won't join a JC's volleyball team cos I won't want to quit this lovely team I've got here.

2011-11-20T22:24:00.001+08:00

Her darkest secret is for you to keep,

Her worst fear is for you to help her overcome,

Her longest night is for you to keep her company,

Her most hated food is for you to keep away,

You are her guy,

Her guy bestie,

Her trustee,

Her everything.

But what do you know?

She treats you well,

fills your stomach,

clears your mind,

hold your hand tight,

all in exchange for the hope that your heart would beat just for her.

Not only you didn't

you let her down.

You let out her deepest secret for the world to be enlightened with;

You made her worst fear become that of losing you;

You caused her longest night to be one crying over you;

and worse still,

You allowed her to eat not only her most hated food,

but also the food she's allergic to.

Her secret,Her fear,Her cries,Her allergies,

All these she doesn't mind,

long as they are all cause of you.

But what hurts her the most is that you are gone,

forever,and never going to come back.

You left after a silent goodbye

that was never breathed.

Not even a single handshake to part amicably.

Quietly,

you walked away,leaving her with shattered memories spaced out all around her.

Clearing them up made her bleed.

Her delicate fingers,her smooth hands,and her heart.

Her secret is no longer one;

Her fear will not only will never be overcome,it had since come true;

Her every night has since become its longest;

Her food,all seemed tasteless.

All because you are no longer around.

Even if you're physically around,

where is that heart of yours?

The one that you once claimed that it would only beat for her and her alone?

She sits there

under the moonlight,

wondering where went wrong,

trying to make sense of the very last message you sent,

trying to decipher every your tone in the last conversation you had with her.

Never wanting to go back to where she came from

she braced herself.

"My secret will never be one,for he knows it. My fear,I will overcome it by myself.My long nights will be like winter,I will get through.I will eat everything,for he ain't worth my health."

She is just a simple girl,

with an innocent heart to begin with.

He hurt her.

She accepted the truth.

She moved on.

How would you?

Alright, am finally done composing the above.

100%original of beamandotherightthing.

Entirely fictitious (:

Impromptu meet-up with Gustology

2011-11-20T00:53:00.000+08:00

It has been quite a while since the bunch of us went out.Hence this impromptu outing was really something called for and well.

Despite of our tired bodies (from Prom/Chalet/Exams/Outings) we still managed to lug ourselves out and had quite a whale of time.

Besides heading to town,we also took some time off to Nature Parks and experimented with out Photography Skills.

A few of the pictures that are quite of my favourite.

Bought a new pair of watch. Wanted to purchase one that can be worn for GradNite on Monday,but nothing along the formal line caught my eye. So this would prolly make up for it.

Got 3 pairs of Sunglasses as well.Intending to give away 2 of them as presents.Keeping the first one for own use though. And reason for 3 pairs: "There was a sale where you get 6 pairs at a highly discounted (20%) price." K maybe not alot for some,but yeah.Bought it with Natalie.

Completed the outing with a night out to Keppel Bay.

Out from 1345-2300

Mentally and Physically exhausted.

2011-11-19T19:17:00.001+08:00

曾金拥有比失去更加地痛苦。因此我想我不应该伤心对吧？你不曾是我的，现在你选择走开，我也没什么资格说不行。只不过，你让我迷茫，不再知道刚开始时到底为何不可以再继续。

同样地，我猜自己不会后悔，因为知道错了的我，转身，掉头离开。

Chacha

2011-11-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

2011-11-14T16:52:00.001+08:00

O Levels 2011 is finally going to dig a deep hole and bury itself in sand and never going to surface up to haunt me again. Down to my last paper.Biology.

Have been quite addicted to Airline Manager on Facebook recently. The only kind of game that I can find which involves planning and even with slow reflexes,anything can still be achieved. And hum, apart from the purchasing of Fuel part of course,in which,you would have to click fast enough so that you won't miss the oh-so-wonderful fuel price of $4oo. If not,when it sky-rockets up,$2800 would be the price you gonna fork out for the fuel.

Kinda proud of my airline right now,for the stock price is rising.(yes,stock prices that you can control for your own Airline Company)

Buying and selling of aircrafts.Investing in the right stocks.Purchasing the right kind of fleet to suit your Airline growing demand. Plus ensuring that your Flights are on its way.Oh and did I mention you need to make sure your workers don't go on strike? All these are just some of the things you can OTOT do on Airline Manager.Unlike games like Tetris Battle(which am also in favour of),own time own target will just lead to inability to do well in the game.

And gosh,

I look and sound like someone who is promoting the game.But hey let's not put me to the blame for now alright,

for this is prolly the result of facing hard covers over the last 3 months.

Paper's ending at 3pm tomorrow. Going to get things needed for chalet,before coming home to change and head out with Team Gustology.

Oh yeah,packing of bag for chalet..and my messy long dining table which morphed into my study area...

*procrastination at work,NOT*

2011-11-12T22:17:00.001+08:00

It isn't so much of what you can't do,

what you don't know.

But it's more of what you refuse to put into play,

what you refuse to learn

All the past mistakes made,

refusal to grow up from it.

2011-11-12T20:14:00.001+08:00

2011-11-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

2011-11-09T21:09:00.000+08:00

Thankyou Post 1

2011-11-09T14:30:00.000+08:00

"Try to look on the surface,and you may see the sunrise on the horizon"

The sentence that brought me all through 2011.

Through all my ups and downs,it was the sentence that I believed in engineering me forward.

To propell through all the worst circumstances,

and come out as a much much much better person.

I have no idea how am I going to thank that person who offered that sentence to me,

but for one thing,I am sure,

we will be friends for as long as we would.

A friendship I have found in one that I will never forget.

~shall pay appreciation here for everyone who made a difference in my life these 2 years over the next few weeks. am sure that I'll chalk up to more than just 10 people. (:

張學友-咖啡

2011-11-09T11:59:00.000+08:00

Song that has been on replay for the last day.
No one's at home.
Blasting on Laptop,
Blasting on Handphone,
Blasting on Bro's Speakers,
Blasting in my head.

Don't let regrets overcome your life.

2011-11-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

COULDN'T STAND IT,SO SHALL HIT THE KEYBOARDS.
I really wanna thank all those out there who have been really easy on me over the last 2 months.I know you guys have been swallowing your pride/anger against/towards me for the last 8 weeks,or even more. I am going to be released into the seven heavens soon and I promise I'll make up for you all.
Know something? I have never thought that I would survive this period,until all of you came to my side and told me either directly or indirectly that I could. I still have no idea how well I have survived it,but am pretty sure that I have grown up along the way.
Torment ain't over yet,but I can sure taste the sweetness of how we are going to overcome this together.
Meeting you peeps in my life is my honour and being able to share bits and pieces of my everyday with you in it,makes everything seem fuller.
Gratitude shall be paid with appreciation in due time.
And I will never be afraid to show my overflowing love to all of you again.
After what has happened,I no longer see the need to procrastinate when it comes to showing LOVE to those you really LOVE.
That's because,by showing your true emotions,you are doing yourself justice,
and giving them the highest glory that they can achieve as your LOVED ONEs.

2011-11-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

7 days and this major exam will be over. Posting from Bro's iPhone now,cos he's in camp and there's no one guarding this phone. But permission was seeked for before he left,and he gladly unlocked it so I can use.
Plans are knocking on my door now,asking me to answer them as soon and as readily as possible.
Confirmed plans are as follow: (shall post it here,cos my notice board is filled with notices and they are all academic related)

15Nov (End of papers,Gifts shopping)
16-17Nov (406 Chalet)
18Nov (Graduation Day)
19-20Nov (Shopping with CA)
21Nov (SO's Uniform Measurement, Graduation Night)
22-23Nov (Theory Phase for SOC)
24Nov (Malaysia Volleyball Friendly)
28Nov (Visit to SHC)
1-3Dec (SOC Camp Phase, no overnight)
10Dec (Witnessing of Confirmation)

And the above are the major confirmed activities that await my attendace after the O levels.
Of course days free in between will either be spent catching up with old classmates/old friends/making new friends and playing the game of my life.
And I am not leaving out the chance of heading out into the working world in December either.Sincerely hope that I'll be able to get an internship at the hospital.
Although dates for Certs-renewal are not confirmed yet,I have already placed my name down for the following Courses and hopefully get the certs renewed.

1) Advanced First Aid (prolly will renew Basic first)
2) Scouts Outdoor Survival
3) Sports injury-related (indoor activities)

Really hope that I'll be able to get all the above renewal because I know I would need them as I embark on my journey after the Secondary School Days.
Stress is seeking for me even after the major exam because of all the Courses that I have to attend.
SOC is a MUST to graduate from because it's the highest course that an under-18 can attain honour from.This time,I will be giving my all in the course.And hey, seniors told me that it is an easy course to pass out from,if you attend lectures,pay attention,pass the basic Scouting Movement Test.And the best,most attractive part of this Course is that,the payout is not only the uniform,but also cash prize of $50.It's not the $$ that is worth the while,it's really the shaking of hands with the SOS that counts.
Alright words are incoherent here.
Sleep is haunting me,and so I shall just put this little monster away and head to bed.
k maybe not,just a little while of pondering over all the things that have been intruding my mind over the last few days.

~~I am moving on,no longer going to be stuck on all those memories.~~
~~I had fun last 4 years,but to be honest, 2011 really didn't end well for me.~~
~~I survived,as all of you would have guessed by now,is only because of that group,the group which I have no regret being posted into.~~
~~They brought me new life,a new beginning,letting me look forward to every week as it comes.For me to learn to see things in a new light.~~
~~I pressed on because of them.Great memories were forged in my entire journey of 4 years.~~
~~But I really couldn't stand how superficial we were. I needed humanity.You guys failed to let me feel it.~~
~~I am sorry if I hadn't worked hard enough.But 2011,I really lost the energy to fight on.~~
~~But I survived till the very end,perfect attendance and attire for 4 years.~~
~~That's the only thing I can be proud of.~~
~~and of course all the friends I have made/lost in you.~~
~~Don't worry,I am no longer who I was,~~
~~and if you deem me unfit,I'll take it in my stride.~~
~~Breathed my last in this, but I have never regretted joining you guys.~~
~~My only regret is that why didn't I joined them instead.~~
~~No doubt,I had my fair share my fun and enjoyment.~~
~~But there's is just some things that I have no idea how to put the idea across.~~
~~I love all of the times, but the lack of humanity in some of us,puts me off,totally,~~
~~Thanks for everything though.I will remember and keep heart of them~~

2011-11-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

No one's at fault in this horrid little game we are playing.
We are on our own,this time around.Look at your surroundings, and you will find that there's nothing we can push the blame unto. We caused this drama in our lives, we are our won director for this little movie that we have created. It seems
like a revolutionary thing to begin with,but the best thing is this game is that,we are harming ourselves,making tears out of the raindrops that fall on our cheeks.
We make up to each other,but the hurt still remains.It's almost as good as telling each other that we will eventually be fine,but that's only the words.
In our hearts,deep down inside us,we know for good that this game will never end fairly and squarely. We are probably just buying time,so that we can put off the pain for as long as possible.But who are we deceiving at the end?
Practically no one,but the two main characters,
ourselves.

2011-11-07T20:54:00.000+08:00

And in the midst of O Level 2011...

2011-11-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday marked the end of the hectic and intense week for O level 2011. Met up with Nicholas,Natalie at Samuel's house and we were being served with real good food.And not to mention the Swensens' Lunch I had,yesterday,was indeed food-paradise.

Prepared by Mrs Tan./newdish/

She should really go open a restaurant under her own supervision. and prolly it will be as high-flying as her husband's.

Really appreciative of the good food yesterday.

And the best part was that,we had a late night Volleyball game from 2230-0000. It was really heartening to be able to land my hands on the ball again.

Speaking of which,I guess it will be sooner or later that I have to go get a new ball,for the touch of my current one isn't exactly what am looking for.

November 24---Volleyball Friendly with our friends in Malaysia. ^^

2011-11-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

2011-11-04T20:52:00.001+08:00

2011-11-04T20:44:00.001+08:00

You made everything seem to fall into place on their own

2011-11-04T20:19:00.001+08:00

I wouldn't ask for more,for everything I have received seem just nice as it is right now.

Things that will be shall be,and going against nature isn't something that am going to take chance with.

They say "What doesn't break you makes you stronger." And I am beginning to wonder if it is because the care that we once had sizzled out due to the pain that we have been put through.

There isn't any reason why things are turning out this way in our lives, we just know we are sometimes put into the test,and circumstances test us every now and then.
We are champions not made,but born. Taking baby steps towards higher levels,reaching the top,but almost to little or no avail.
Looking back down the ladder that we have climbed, going back to the beginning ain't a good decision,but looking back up to the height before we reach the top,we begin to question if we are ever going to make it.
So there we are,all the time,hovering about on the same spot.Unwilling to move till someone comes into our lives give us a little push from behind(for we are blocking the ladder) then would we move up.No choice by then.If not,someone will pull you down and throw you off the ladder for good time.

2011-10-12T22:12:00.001+08:00

I suppose nothing that we do right now will make a difference.

Tomorrow will be the last day that perhaps we are going to be given the chance

to at least to get back to where we started.

Sadness will creep up and prolly overwhelm me.

But there's a reason behind every decision made,

and since this is the choice I have set foot on,

I shouldn't regret.

At least I can safely say that it had been good once,

and I have experienced that "once"

I shouldn't be leaving with any regrets because I met you with none.

The most important thing is that

at least you have fulfilled my wish.

All in this short but memorable year.

I want you to realise where your real happiness is

and don't hover about the same old spot.

But am sure you will get over soon.

Because you are you and

because you can.

I truly thank you for your friendship and all the fun memories that we have created together.

I will always remember the times that we spend trying to make each day even more memorable than the last.

I am lastly,

very sorry for doing this to you.

Yes,I am selfish,

and I really do not want to risk hurting myself at the end.

But just so you know,

I will always and forever remember this special friend I have made in you.

Drown your worries and leave everything to affinity.

You are strong,that I know.

I want you to be the friend that I have made.

Tears can be shed,

I won't laugh nor will I think you're weak.

For you are my friend.

Always remember that I will be your willing listening ear

and will be your advisor to the best of my ability.

I want you to pull yourself together soon.

And I have absolute faith that you will.

People in our lives,come and go.

We get hurt sometimes,but that's part and parcel of life.

We make the wrong decisions every now and then,

but that's okay.As long as we are willing to learn from the mistakes

and the regrets,

we will live till the day that we grow up and find that in fact many things are really beyond our control.

Take time and effort to look and appreciate the things that are around you.

Waste no time in securing them next time.

We might not be given another chance

but remember by heart and soul

that you have once experienced it.

Accept what has been lost,

the truth hurts all the time.But

what doesn't kill us will make us stronger.

I might not be able to understand you completely,

but am sure I have more or less understood your emotions.

Let the tears fall.

Once in a while,

we need to be Humans.

We need to let our emotions overcome us,

and that will then bring us further than what we really thought we could stretch.

Come on.

My hand will be stretched out on the other side of the bank

and will try my very best to give you all the opinions that you will need.

I entered this close-knit "family" filled with pride and joy.

I knew I had fought my best fight at the end of 2009 for something.

Yes,I did initially regret not fighting harder,

but upon seeing and having copied the entire class list

and flipped through the Year Book,

regrets turned into appreciation and thankfulness.

I knew that it was the place where I would finally get back all that was lost before.

2010 zoomed past and I found myself wanting more.

I spent 2010 with fabulous memories etched into my heart,

up till now I can still remember the first sentence I have spoke to each and everyone of you.

You guys changed my life.

You guys made me believe.

You guys took me through my toughest times.

Unknown to each of you is how much you have done in the littlest way.

Some words that you have told me,

brought me a long way.

I won't and won't have any regrets from you people.

And I can bet my bottom dollar that

Here is the place where the most fantabulous memories were created

and the greatest friends I have found.

In this life,

On this Earth

Amongst the so many people on in this Universe,

The number of 1995 babies,

The PSLE that we took in the same year,

posting to Nan Hua and

finally after the 400+ fellow schoolmates,

it is indeed my pleasure to have known all of you.

Thanks for everything

and All the Best for the O Levels 2011.

^because it has once happened,

better than never^

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